This blog is dedicated to a person who was once called "my good friend"..........

I haven't expected myself to write this blog one day, I hope these words won't offend you in every single way, I'm sorry, I just need a place to speak out.......

You may choose not to communicate with me anymore, and I don't blame you, it's like what goes around comes around, yet I wish you would read this, before it's too late, before this pain get worse, before you walk away from the corner of my friendship.........

Everything was so perfect as first, and then easily, all these reckless, lashing words came without any warning, that led us into this turning point, this huge misleading, it was as if my words betrayed you without even thought about it. I'm sorry, for there's nothing I can do. One sweet day, this girl, who was once your friend, will die from your thoughts, so sad but true, our life must keep going though everything won't be the same, one day some friends will walk into your life, some friends who is willing to listen to you, who stay beside you no matter how you feel, someday they will suddenly take my place, so, don't forget to tell them how much you love and appreciate them, before it's too late, before it turns out like this.......

As a girl who was once a part of your life, I still cherish all the precious moments we once shared. I'm so grateful that I had this chance to be your friend once in my life. And if one day you are ready to come back, my door is still opened for you everytime, and it always will........

I'm sorry, it was all because of me, and I can't deny it.........

I will remember you...........

Each day of life reminded me that one day I must face the truth, now, it's time for me to walk through this lonely path, it seems never easy from now on, I don't know what I'm going to face, and how I'm going to deal with them. Here I am, so scared and insecure, cos this path will change my life forever, I know I'm not ready, but seems nothing I can do right now, just walk alone.....directly to my desired destination, follow my heart........and never look back.......

From now on, I'll set my space to private, which means that only people in my friends list will be able to access my space, due to the only reason that I'll start grade 12 in this Thursday and from now on it's not gonna be easy, all I gotta do is studying harder and harder each day, it means that I won't have much time to go online or blog like before. I know there're still so many nice and interesting people in spaces I have never known, but right now I'm not ready for them.......anyway I'll try to reply comments as much as I can.....

I still don't know about my space yet, maybe I'll write something that I feel like, or maybe I won't make a new blog anymore, I still don't know, anyway, I may not make a new blog for so long, so, don't forget my 17th birthday, okay??