Today I feel so strange, it's kinda hard to explain, I can't say that I'm completely stronger, but it's like, by these days I'm in a weird feelings, it's like I'm in a mixed mood, sometimes I felt like I'm living in the world of euphoria and though I'm the luckiest girl in the world, and then I couldn't help blaming myself for being stupid, ugly or worthless and wanna die, and then it was as if it has never happened, that's strange, maybe it's what they call "a teenage life" so hard to explain, so complicated, maybe I'm too young to understand why these feelings happen. But anyway, I think I'm much stronger right now, maybe much more than the day I wrote that blog, thanks to you all who always leave me nice words and always encourage me, made me realize that there're still friendships, even in the virtual world of the internet.......

By the way, I have added a guestbook in my space so I'd like you to sign it, that would be great, and also added a new module called "Space Events" to advertise events that my friends are currently hosting......

What can I say?? I have participated in Terri's Best space competition, so, if you really like my space and think that I deserve this award please click here to visit her lovely space and vote for me , I'll be appreciated.

Anyway, Miss Prosperity has asked me to advertise her space and I did that cos it's full of nice stuffs for your space, graphics, themes, glitters, or even video URLs, so, if you need some graphics just simply click on the banner and visit her....

Before I leave, here is a question for you,

If you had a chance to be me for one day, what would you do???

I tried my best but never worth it.

Everyday life seems a challenge,

with endless fears and the darkest pain.

And it slowly kills me more.....

I can't go on,

I tried my best to be perfect,

I tried my best to reach my dreams,

I tried my best not to let anyone down.....

but I can't.....

There's no more hope to survive,

no more hope to enjoy my life like I used to be,

no more hope to smile like before...

It's over...

I'm falling apart,

I surrender.....

  "Free the dream within........"

    I have changed the theme of my space again. You may noticed that I'm no longer "Gucci" anymore, since I know that that name doesn't reflect me at all. As a girl, I love fashion for some reasons but it's not everything in my life, I also have my thoughts, my dreams, and I guess that they make me different from another girls in the world of superficials.....

Well, there's nothing much from my part, last week I went to the school leadership camp (Hey, I know I should have made a blog about it but I didn't have time!) it was cheerios, I enjoyed every moments there. And right now I have broke up from tutorial classes for Songkran day in Thailand, which starts tomorrow until this Sunday, we'll have fun throwing waters, I wish you all were here!!

Anyway, enjoy your stay, and please tell me if you like or dislike this new theme.

PS :: Alicia's aunt has passed away, click here to visit her space and tell her you're sorry....