Finally I've found this smile I've been missing for so long, I don't know how, but I wish it will last forever. Finally I can feel some strength that lies inside my skin, some powers to make miracles.....

I still can't believe it, I thought I must be dreaming, but it's real, it's real.......

I will keep going, even though there're something that's missing, even though how many times life composes me the Requiem of misery, even though there will be some darkness that calls my name, I won't cry, I won't give up, I'll stay strong through it all, I won't let myself fade away in my shadows anymore, ever again.....

Here I am, racing with destiny, with the positive lights in my eyes. Finally I'm safe from myself, finally I'm free.....

SHE IS A SURVIVOR ★

[THOUGH BEING A GIRL IS HARDER THAN IT SEEMS]

 I'm alive, yes, I'm still alive, but I was so incomplete, too incomplete to catch up with everything, still, I survived, and I won't cry over it. I'm so sorry I did the worst thing in my entire time on spaces, I can't believe I wrote such things like "Seems like death is the only way out, I'm sorry, it's enough, you'll never see me again, goodbye" it was just I had the worst day of my life, everything finally hit me all at once, and it led me to do that, and then I left spaces for a while to solve all the whole thing and decided to come back here again, anyway, I love myself too much to just give up so easily that way, I'm so sorry my friends for hurting you by my words, especially you, Sarah, "Every part of you is what keeps me alive!" so please forgive me, and give me a second chance, and I promise, I promise that I'll never hurt myself again......

NWLY

PS : Anyone knows a Spanish song called Muñeca de Trapo from La Oreja De Van Gogh? If so, could you please tell me about the translations? It's pretty nice I think. xD